Um yeah I'm gonna be a bit inactive for the rest of the week. Not only because of school though but a bit of depression. My Cat, that I've had for over 15 years, has past today. Just to come home from school from a rough day of C's on tests and I am not feeling it. When I heard my cat died I couldn't take it.
My poor Kitty. His name was Kitty. He was so fluffy. But I figured this was going to happen because these past 5 days he wasn't eating nor drinking. He just sat their, when he walked he limp and wobbled like he had a disability. He looked so skinny too. He used to be fatter, more healthy looking about 2 weeks ago. Now all you saw was his ribs. So today my father had ask a lady to pick him up and take him away to put him down. Even the lady had said he is ill and sick. She said he won't feel anything when they put him down gently.
I miss him.
He always made us laugh, how he flipped and did the usual cat stuff that wasn't lying around sleeping. As much as I hated him leaving dead, opened up lizards at my porch I will still miss him. My dog even misses him. He always followed whoever was walking her. She looked around when she didn't see him.
I remember my parents told me that we kind of saved him from the streets. Even though he always preferred to stay outside because he has been outside most of his life he always stood near our door. When he saw my family he always ran to us and wrapped around our leg. However we always fed him inside the house. ;v;
It all already seems like memories.
So I'm just here. Sitting, typing this. Just to have a current state of my mind.
I need comfort. I've been crying for an hour already.
Everyone has to go through this for those who have a pet of any kind. :'I
So I can't draw today. The thought of animals (a.k.a. Sonic) will just remind me of Kitty. Just a few months ago he was ill again, so that was a sign for my family that he was slowly leaving us. These past few months have been find though.
I miss him.
However he isn't suffering though. I always think of it as that.
No more suffering, fears, pain, etc. Just peace
Always think of the positive way when it comes to that.
I am sure many of you that took the time to read this (for those who had a pet) had felt this way.
So in conclusion I'll won't draw today, maybe not tomorrow. This week was supposed to be an easy week for me but...couldn't concentrate enough.
I'll try to talk regularly to you all. Thank you for everything ;w;
So...yeah...just a depressing update.